(BLACK)Now I realize why she laughed @ me!!

There are so many things that you want back in your life…!!
Perhaps if this question is put up infront of me , my answer certainly would be me myself in that phase of life which is cherished by everyone ..
I hope you got it !!
“My childhood”
There is a lot to say on this subject but today I would praise my innocence a bit..
I know that praising yourself is not a good habit but still I would like you to meet me in my child avatar…
All my relatives and family members believe that I was a very sincere and a quiet child that time
(Hahahaa!) But let me tell you this is just an illusion..
But I totally agree that I was very innocent and childlike…and I dont want these qualities to ever perish.
Once a girl in my neighbour came to my home and asked me certain questions because she was asked to do a survey…   I was glad she chose me ..I tried to act in a very sophisticated and an appealing manner as if I am a celebrity who is going to be interviewed and  would be asked about her views on international matters!!
She asked me numerous questions and I sitting with legs crossed and hands folded answered all of them excellently.
The story begins now!!
Then she asked me my favourite colour..and my answer was

Her laughter was very embarrassing for me. I mean what was so hilarious about it..
After all this, she said bye to my mother and left..
And I was sitting as a statue at that moment.
Although my mother didn’t ask me why black was the answer still I justified myself saying ,
“No one in this world likes black . He must feels so lonely and sorrowful, that is the reason I favoured him mumma”
My mother held me in her arms and hugged me tightly .

When today mumma narrates these incidents I realize the reason why my answer had overtaken that girl with a wave of hilarity.

I wish this innocence never dies within me..!!

Recognising my best friend.

“I have told you hundred of times , do not drag your feet while you are walking ! Don’t you understand??”
“Sit straight , keep your back erect . How many times should I tell you?”
“Come on , wake up! First brush your teeth and then go back to bed..!”

I always had complaints that why doesn’t he appreciate me rather is always after me to annihilate all the bad habits and subscribe for the good ones.
Until one day while I was thinking about myself, I realized what role my father’s involvement in my life plays.
I realized that I could not identify the reason that why he had to pinpoint at all my mistakes … so that others do not get an opportunity to point out them.
I had understood that behind all this was a sense of true care and affection.
He made me realize his essence and also that I would have been nothing without him!!
He has always been there for me and lastly he has also made me realize that he is my best friend.
Love you papa!!

The Mute Silence!!

“Should I call her or not , nahh!  Why should I?? Its been around 4 years and she did not call me even once.” Many years ago when our heart was filled with friendship today unfortunately ego has replaced it. We used to be best of friends but now who damn cares about it.Even if I pretend not to , but still  I do…Nobody liked us because we were the ones who troubled each of our partners so that we could sit together…But that was impossible because everyone knew the consequences of us sitting combined..Who imagined that this ego will grow massive to this extent that we’ll even hesitate to talk to each other.. You are busy in your world and me in mine but I can identity your absence in my world..

These barriers have got me insane and demented  …
No more can I endure this mute silence!